Busy & Troubled.

I have been busy with studies lately, attending classes and revising and stuff. I was quite prepared at the thought that studying (in Uni) was not gonna be at all easy, and I am starting to taste it and it ain't sweet at all. I am kind of worried and I am very tempted to have tuition. Economics and Maths is hard, but I am starting to like Accounting since I have studied it before and I like counting my budgets for the weeks(Haha!!) I have trouble retaining the information that I revised in my head, and I suspect its the branch that fell on my head outside my church a year ago that left me in this state. Maybe some part of my memory cells is depleted or something. I feel so drained and I really feel that I should have chosen to work for a year.

On the plus side, I made some new friends/classmates and at least I don't feel that lonely as compared to my first week at school. I have drawn up a "relax" schedule at home but I haven't been sticking to it (Haha!). I really need to convince myself to study hard now, although its only into my third week at school and besides, studying was never meant to be easy in the first place.

I need to at least unwind for a day or two each week so that I won't be that stressed out.

No luck for my comic selling - and I need the space to put all my lecture notes. Boo-hoo!!

Weekend's coming and I am so looking forward to rest on Sunday (Woo-hoo), and gotta gear up for classes back on Tuesday!!!

First Day...

Yup. The first day of school - as a university student. I woke up and left the house pretty early. I reached school at about a few minutes to 8 and I was pretty anxious. Luckily my brother prepped me for the week, by calling me last night. He told me to bring something to hold the notes (and they were for a year = all the lessons). I was quite optimistic at the start of the class and when it was halfway into the class, I kinda understood what the lecturer was saying and all. However, towards the end of the class, I felt a sudden gush of stress in my mind, and I pondered about my survival for the next 3 years in the university. I don't wanna cave into the stress that quickly although I was mentally prepared for the "hideous" and hard things to come. The first day was all about the lesson, and I was too shy to talk to anybody and start introducing myself to them. I suppose many of the students have that poly/JC mentality, and I don't deny that fact. As I was on my way out of the campus, I started remembering my years in poly and how I really enjoyed it, and I would really like to get back to that kind of "study life".

It's only the first week and I hope it will get better next week. I am trying hard to absorb at every lesson and I hope I could do so. Wish me luck!!

PS: I really wished somebody who is my friend could be in the same course as me; making new friends and meeting new people is so hard..since I am a introvert.

Gambatte!!!